I'm crying like a fool; behaving like a loser; acting like a failure BAHH... x_x this summarises my life.
i pretty much think that i could've made my holiday more meaningful, which i didn't even attempt to. darn.
pushed all the blame to everyone whom i can associate with. But whose fault it is actually? A loser does that.
i'm not only sad... but disappointed.
*** Just wondering if it is depression. Bah. I am going to just spend my days meaninglessly? I could've done alot more (i planned many many activities during the exam period). How silly. The things are there, but the people are not.
**** Digressing, i'm hearing ppl playing majong how tempting..
**** Bah. Not enough friends, i suppose? nah...i have friends,, But i have ZERO close friends. When i say close, you noe i would've meant friends that are much much closer.
Yufeng;;;
She comes and goes[to my hse] whenever she wants, or should i put it this way. She'll be there whenever i need her. She buys me jolly shandy, the very slightly alcoholic beverage. Needless to say, my fav, 'cookies n cream' ice cream.
Those are the days...
My bloodie-assholed, kickass, damn close -inhale- fren.
**** And yea,, talking bout friends i do have a couple of "on" khakis. Some of them that i really have to mention.
Seto siying [my twin] Angela aw [bestie] Melody[out once, but i suppose so] Jillian [great bud] Kulaa [crapper] Pri [blur bud]
Chew Ling [les partner]
And of course, i have quite a bit of such friends, just that they happened to cross my mind. hehs. Sorry ah, those i haven mentioned. i treasure all.
